i thought i was just angry. turns out there was a lot more to it.
i reached a point sometime in the last couple years, where i'm realizing how messed up i am from my 32 years of being socialized to behave/think/feel in certain ways because i am female. that's great. i figured out that i've been lied to and manipulated my entire life. so- now what? once the egg cracks open, where does the baby bird go, if not back into the same frustrating world?